On dry spells, and it's got to end soon

Still on a dry spell. I'm going crazy. I hear my roomate and her boyfriend fucking and just go insane. It's gotten to the point where I think about trying to fuck him after my roomate leaves in the morning.

It's got to end soon. I'm going out tonight to find a guy. I just need someone to fuck me hard, and then I can concentrate again. All that's on my mind all day right now, even more then normal, is sex. I fantisize all the time, I'm constantly watching porn and fucking myself, but it's not the same.

It ends tonight, I swear.